So, I totally didnt even know that this shit still even existed!? Weird
this shit is gay tho
for real
peace
i havent wrote in this stupid shit for so long! yea i am still sorta with DJ, but i dont really know if i am going to be able to wait. yea and fuck ROB cause i dropped that shit like it was hott.
thats right im cool
dude this break shit has been pretty gay so far. I have been kickin it with people but its not like we've done anything worth talking about or anything that's fun :-P but its cool. I WOULD HAVE MORE THINGS TO DO IF MY BOYFRIEND WASNT IN JAIL! gosh. I might go and drink tonght with some peeps, yay thats the highlight of my night woo hoo i am offically real gay! haha i got way blazed last night, it was cool i guess. Well somone leave a comment if you want to chill
<3 Emily
Dude i am getting so fuckin frustrated and pissed off and everything else that goes along with that! I LIKE DJ ALOT BUT HE IS ALSO LOCKED UP FOR LIKE 6MONTHS TO A YEAR OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT!! and i do not know what to do...people are giving me all kinds of help but its all diffrent and i just FUCK! god, i want to wait for him but shit that is soo long! and if i brake up with him what if he doesnt have the same feelings for me when he gets out? exactly. i dunno, i am so fuckinmg confuzed right now that i just want to go and get drunk or something to get that shit off my mind...i wrote him yesterday
maybe he'll get out sooner?
<3
Yea i am going out with DJ....but the bad thing is that he's in jail...for awhile, like a few months (maybe 8)
And yes i really do like this kid. Some people say kick him to the curb and others say dont...but i dont want to (cause i DO like him) but I also dont want to sit around and wait forever. well maybe it will help me get over rob. yea i think so! cause seriously i am tired of just having "beneficial friends" I want someone to ACTUALLY CARE! I think i am going to wait for him though, and be faithful cause i do like him, like alot. AND alot of people also say just break up with him untill he gets out, BUT PEOPLE LOOSE INTREST!
gosh im confuzed
HELP
<3 Emily
